Adam Yauch, man.

The first album I ever bought was License to Ill, on cas­sette, at a Wal-Mart in Abbeville, Louisiana. I was in the fourth grade. My mom asked if there were any dirty words on it and I said I didn’t think so. I played it on the liv­ing room stereo that night while we ate din­ner. My mom said it was ugly music. I was hooked.

I brought a boom­box to school the next day and played this record for the next five years.

I always want­ed to be MCA. He was the coolest, the most assured. MCA was the one who got me inter­est­ed in music; he intro­duced me to the bass gui­tar and to hip-hop and to New York. I always day­dreamed I would move to New York and run into him, buy him a cup of cof­fee and casu­al­ly ask him how cool it must have been to recre­ate Pink Floyd’s Live at Pom­peii” for their Grat­i­tude video.

Adam Yauch and the Beast­ie Boys have been with me my entire life. They were hip hop when I was intro­duced to hip-hop; punk when I was intro­duced to punk. Los­ing MCA hurts.